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anxiety/depression

September

It happens every year. September hits and I instantly fall into a deep depressive state. I know it's coming, and I try to prepare for it, but the more I fight it the harder it hits. I've been wanting to write about it because I know I'm not the only one it happens to, but ... read more →

unofficial resolution

My only official unofficial New Year's Resolution was to get my mental health under control. As much as one can control mental health. I made a few good decisions at the end of last year, one of them being to finally have a little heart-to-heart with my doctor. Though I'm not really a big fan ... read more →

wake me up when september ends

Summer is over. School has started. Fall is here. I'm so not ready. I'm never ready. I'm behind in all the internet things and all the life things and all the work things and maybe I should just come to terms with the fact that I'll never be caught up ever and I'll always be ... read more →

reawakening the dead

I have a gift. My gift? Letting my phone die ALL THE TIME. Pretty much every time Noah and I go out, I realize, after leaving the house, that my phone is almost dead. Every time. Anberlin show two weeks ago? It was at 20% when we walked out the door. My birthday dinner on ... read more →

Go to work, sit in a rocking chair, and cry at the immensity of the job ahead of me. On a regular day, with a clear mind, the job is really not so bad. But depression and clear-thinking do not go hand-in-hand ... read more →