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happy joy

First off, I want to thank all of you for your kind words and encouragement! It felt nice to get that all out. It sucks, but it’s just good to get things off your chest once in a while, you know?

I saw my doctor today, and she refilled my meds (she gives me samples because the meds are expensive and she’s awesome like that), gave me something to help me sleep, and is referring me to a psychiatrist. When I told Noah about the sleep thing, he said, and I quote, “YES!” While doing a fist pump. Apparently I’m not a very nice person when I haven’t slept. The psychiatrist part, well, I asked for that one. You see, drugs can only do so much. I’m at the point where I don’t think it can get any worse, even though I can imagine how it can. I need help. I want to get better. I’m going to do everything I can to do that. I’ve had a couple doctors and a couple friends recommend that I see one, and now it’s finally going to happen.

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Now, in HAPPY news, SOMEONE HAD A BABY TODAY!!! I’m not going to give any details, as I’m leaving that to her, but since she said that she was having the baby today anyway, I felt that it was alright that I said that the baby is here. From what I’ve heard, mom and baby are doing GREAT.

Congrats Chels, Jon, and Maya!! I can’t wait to see photos of your new addition!!

Categories: anxiety/depression

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  • Kami Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 9:44 pm

    Yay! So glad you are taking this step, I know it has to be a hard one…

    Go Jen!
    .-= Kami´s last blog ..Time always makes me more rational =-.

  • Meg Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 9:54 pm

    Having a non-judgmental, non-involved person to talk to always helps me feel better. Even if it’s only one hour every 6 month, or 7 hours a week :) Glad you’re doing it :D
    .-= Meg´s last blog ..Defense =-.

  • Heather Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 10:10 pm

    Is there anything like “Plan G” (in BC) http://www.health.gov.bc.ca/pharmacare/plans/plan.html
    in Sask? I was on that for a while…
    .-= Heather´s last blog ..On Music =-.

  • Teresa Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 9:55 am

    Yay for new babies!! I have been trying to wait patiently for the baby details. I almost called your Mom last night. But, yah, I still don’t know anything. Email me pahleeaaase?
    .-= Teresa´s last blog ..Pictures pictures =-.

  • Angella Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 11:09 am

    Hooray for steps forward!!

  • Belle Saturday, September 26, 2009, 5:15 pm

    It’s awesome that you’re being proactive! Good luck. And YAAAAY for the bay-bay!
    .-= Belle´s last blog ..Fail # 3 =-.