What is the proper reaction when you’re going through a life crisis? Do you shut off all communication with everyone except a very small circle of highly trusted people? (I’ve been learning the hard way who to trust and who not to.) Do you keep everything secret? How much do you tell? How much is appropriate to post on the internet?
I don’t know.
What I do know is that I miss the way my keyboard expels thoughts from my brain. I miss the interaction with my fellow internet addicts. I miss the feedback from objective (and sometimes not-so-objective) parties. I miss having a little space to call my own; a space where I can write what I want, when I want.
I don’t know how often I’ll post. At this point, I have an intense fear of commitment – personally, professionally (I’m working as a temp (and a server) after quitting the job I always wanted after only a month), and bloggally (see all the previous bazillion blog breaks I’ve taken). I guess all I can tell you is that I’ll post when I post.
If you’d asked me in high school where I saw myself as I neared my 27th birthday, I would not describe my life as it is. Not even close.
I don’t know what else to tell you besides that if you’re here? Reading this nonsensical post?