Have you ever thought about something that you would really like in life but think it was impossible for God? It’s wierd how that happens. It’s a total faith test. Yea, God is all powerful and can do anything, but He can’t do this cuz it would be totally impossible. I hate that. I wish I had more faith than I do. Like sometimes we can pray for stuff but we totally believe that it’s not going to happen – well guess what . . . it’s not going to happen. That’s what I believe anyways. I’m pretty sure that if God knows that we don’t believe that it’ll happen that he won’t make it happen until we put our total trust and faith in him.
On a side note, I only have 3 more days in Terrace and I am so excited to go. I swear that if I had to live in this house for much longer I’d have a nervous breakdown. It’s amazing how other people fighting and arguing can totally get you down. Not that all people do here is fight and argue, but more often than not, that’s what’s happening. I hate it sometimes and I can’t wait to be in my own place again – it’ll be soooooooo nice.
Anyway, I have to figure out today what I’m going to mail to school, what I’m gonna send on the bus, and what I’m gonna take with me in the car. Not easy decisions because if I had my way, I’d just have a huge station wagon and take it all right away. Guard your carnal treasure.